Throwback: When Rachel Leviss Revealed Why She Did Not Return To Vanderpump Rules Season 11

Reflecting on past actions

Rachel leaving the show provided her with an opportunity to ponder her past decisions, particularly her affair with Tom Sandoval. Her remorse grew even stronger when Ariana Madix, Tom’s partner, revealed that they were still exchanging messages and presents. The ensuing scandal, known as “Scandoval,” resulted in both Rachel and Tom being shunned by the cast and the audience.

Rachel struggled to watch the show since it was broadcast at a time when the events portrayed were occurring, which seemed like another world to her at that moment. She termed this feeling as an uncanny experience, as watching the show stirred up all those old memories for her.

As a fervent admirer looking back, I acknowledge that my heartfelt apology during the reunion resonated sincerely, but I’ve come to grasp the weight of actions over words. Despite my heartfelt words, I continued to stay in touch with Tom after apologizing – an action that contradicted what I had verbally promised.

A strained relationship with cast members

Apart from affecting Rachel’s bond with Tom, the incident put considerable stress on her friendships with fellow cast members such as Ariana Madix and Scheana Shay. Specifically, Rachel harbored a deep sense of animosity towards Scheana, finding it challenging to be in her presence. Regarding Lala Kent, while they had their differences, Lala extended an olive branch during the controversy, leaving Rachel with complex emotions about her.

Despite Lala making overtures, Rachel harbored doubts about Lala’s sincerity since it appeared to her that Lala’s actions were primarily driven by a desire for public display rather than genuine care.

No future with Tom Sandoval

Regarding her relationship with Tom Sandoval, Rachel firmly stated that they wouldn’t maintain a friendship in the future. She felt wounded by Tom’s actions, particularly his attempts to manipulate her while she was seeking help at a treatment facility. In her own words, “The numerous times Tom labeled me as selfish during my stay at [the facility], and accused me of avoiding my issues… that only shows the kind of person he truly is.”

Rachel underlines the fact that mental wellness is now of utmost importance to her. Additionally, she thinks it’s unlikely they will maintain a friendship with Tom moving forward.

Why did she start her own podcast

Rachel has made a conscious effort to progress and establish a more balanced setting for herself. To do this, she launched a podcast where she shares an alternate viewpoint about reality TV. Her goal is to enlighten her audience about the content they are engaging with, ultimately seeking to foster a healthier viewing experience for those who tune into reality television.

Tom’s perspective

Reflecting on my recent past, I must admit that I’ve undergone a profound transformation following a challenging experience – one that has left an indelible mark on my life. This ordeal, while difficult, has granted me invaluable insights into the true essence of what truly matters in this world. It has honed my focus on essential aspects and tested my character through times of adversity.