‘Felt Like A Giant Exhale’: Matthew Perry Details Ketamine Usage In His Memoir Released In 2022

As a long-time fan of Matthew Perry, it is heartbreaking to learn about his untimely demise and the circumstances surrounding it. His struggle with substance abuse, particularly ketamine, was no secret, yet it’s deeply saddening to see how it ultimately claimed his life.


The news of Matthew Perry’s death sparked widespread shock and sorrow among his global fanbase. However, since the investigation following his demise, there has been a growing sense of curiosity due to the allegations surrounding ketamine use and the quantity he reportedly administered himself. This has raised eyebrows, particularly in light of his well-documented history of substance abuse.

2022 saw the actor openly discuss his experiences with ketamine in his memoir titled “Friends, Lovers and the Big Terrible Thing.” He provides a frank account of his feelings during its use.

When discussing its impact, he explained it was similar to “getting struck on the head with an enormous joyful spade.” According to People Magazine, the celebrity expressed his fondness for the item.

Perry stated, “This is clearly something designed for me; it may as well have been named ‘Matty.'” He further explained, “Using ketamine was like taking a deep, relieving breath. They’d lead me into a room, make me sit down, put headphones on me to listen to music, cover my eyes with a blindfold, and insert an IV.”

The actor disclosed that the intravenous solution contained both ketamine and Ativan, and he planned to rest for an hour as it was administered. Furthermore, he anticipated experiencing a state of detachment, seeing unusual things. Given his extensive history in therapy, he remained calm and composed about this experience.

In his own words, as the music played and the substance coursed through his veins, he stated that the experience revolved around “self and the self’s demise.” The actor from 17 Again further explained that during that hour, he frequently felt as if he was approaching death, suggesting this sensation is akin to what one might encounter when facing their own mortality.

In the book, he expressed that he persisted in using it because it seemed unique, and as he always found anything new to be beneficial. However, the actor made clear that the substance wasn’t for him despite appreciating its effects. He also spoke about the “hangover” being particularly harsh, and he described feeling like a “porcupine” or a pincushion.

According to the report, a year following the release of his memoir, the actor Fools Rish sadly died due to severe ketamine overdose complications, which later led to drowning.

Based on reports, the court records indicated that Perry awoke last year on October 28 and requested Kenneth Iwamasa, his live-in aid, to administer a certain substance to him. He made this request on three separate occasions that day, ultimately losing his life on the same day.

Among those who’ve found themselves entangled in this captivating case, there are five individuals – myself included as an ardent fan, Iwamasa, two esteemed medical professionals, Dr. Salvador Plasencia and Dr. Mark Chavez, the enigmatic Erik Fleming, and none other than the legendary figure known in circles as the ‘Ketamine Queen’, Jasveen Sangha.

It’s said that Sangha provided the substance to Perry, which was subsequently delivered to his Pacific Palisades residence by Fleming in exchange for money from Perry’s assistant, as stated in the prosecution’s court document. The prosecution alleges that she sold him this substance, which he is believed to have consumed on the day of his demise.

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2024-08-23 08:37